The Door

The photo of the red door in this post was the door to my freedom.

It was the entrance to my first apartment when I was 18.

The house wasn’t located in the very best part of town; it was a basement apartment without proper exits, but it was mine! It was an entrance to a whole new world for me.

This was where I started my shadow dancing. This was where I stood up for my intuition and told the dark spirits to vamoose. This is where no one could kick me out for telling the truth.

This is where I began to love myself.

My feelings were never too big and I was never too much.

Feelings are the gateway to your intuition.

I learned to open to the Universe within by reflecting before reacting to them.

The love in my heart illuminated the path of my soul.

Today, as my shoes hit the earth on the grounds of my first apartment, something swirled up through the soles of my feet, and I could feel how I felt all those years ago when I was brave, damaged, and naïve.

I wanted to knock on the door, hug my younger self tightly, and remind her of the times when this me, a version of my older self, came to her with reassurance and even showed her movies with scenes filled with possibilities yet to come.

As I stood in front of the building, I realized that these sensations have been a part of my life, my entire life.

I wanted to knock on the door and tell that young me that we had accomplished it. She inspired me, and I inspired her.

And then, a smile lit up from within me and made its way to my eyes as I realized that there was no part of me still left fragmented in that apartment. I had all of me. Nothing damaged. Nothing broken. Nothing splintered or unclaimed.

We learn who we are by knowing how we feel.

The strength of my joy gives evidence to the power of my soul and its connection to All That Is.

Love is the fingerprint of the soul. As for me, I am leaving my fingerprints everywhere.

I’m so appreciative of this experience and the reminder it served. My Divinely Guided Spirit Team was behind me then and remains so now.

Our Divinely Guided Spirit Team is tailored for us by high level Divine beings.

Team members include our guides, angels, the Universe of course and us. Yes, the higher-knowing side of us is part of our Divinely guided team. When we are in the groove, feeling good and loving, we are connected to our higher-knowing self. We know we are worthy of being on our own team.

When you open up to this process, you just may begin to remember the various times throughout your life that the older or younger you popped into your consciousness via your higher-knowing-self. The vibe is one of knowing calm. It’s not about inching you toward an outcome as much as it is to send pure support and a sense of assured comfort so you are able to respond to the moment from a place of amplified light.

There’s nothing like living in a place of higher-knowing. When you follow your heart, trust your gut, and use your head, magic happens!